12th October 2018, day 4
Dear Diary,
Actually it is the fourth day of me being trapped in this house. I think that I'm giving up. I don't wanna be here any second longer. I'm so sorry that I couldn't be that strong to survive. I haven't eaten anything for four days. I haven't drunk anything for four days. I haven't talked to anyone for four days. I have no idea how am I supposed to get out, but I must do it, because if I don't, I won't be existing on this world any longer. Wish me good luck.
Love,
Cheryl.
I know it's probably weird for a girl who has cancer to be so well like me and all, but my family and I both agreed that I should live my life as long as I can. I mean of course when I get a cold it's more than just your typical cold and all, but that doesn't stop me from living my life. Even if I have cancer I am still a normal teenager, just one that has an experation date. So I'm starting this new thing where I make a video diary of what I have done the last 4-5 months of my life and then share it with my school so then they could see why I am so weird and care free.