HIDDEN PAIN 𐦍 GarrothXReader
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"I'm scared to be loved,"
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It's been a hard life for Y/N.
Ever since she was born, she's been thrown into a string of foster homes that haven't treated her well. Abuse and fear have riddled her life.
Until she reaches one home, in a new city, where her life is changed forever. Between the bullies, the people trying to befriend her, and her social worker acting strangely-- it's a confusing new world she doesn't think she's ready for.
This book contains dark themes and suicidal ideation
on HIATUS for heavy editing
*Highest Rankings*
#1 in Fostersystem 09.20.20
#1 in Garroth 12.27.20
#1 in Aphmau 07.06.26
#2 IN phoenixdrophigh 12.11.20
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