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Jealous...Much?
NUTELLALIFE4EVER
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NUTELLALIFE4EVER
Ongoing, Unang na-publish Oct 13, 2018
Mature
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// Phoenix: Yes I had to buy one with my own money, but its not because my parents didn't want me to spend their money, in fact I would kill to even have my parents back in my life. But... unfortunately I don't have that luxury, sure I still have my mom, but that's not really what I'm supposed to call her...you see she's been abusing me ever since my father passed away years age due to bronchogenic carcinomas, also known as lung cancer. And to be honest so do I. So my mom is just giving me what I deserve, right? // Jasper's POV: Jasper: "Please just leave me alone," she whimpered under her breath. In that moment I knew that I must have struck a memory that probably shouldn't have been reopened. Like I put salt in the wound. I felt so sad, but it wasn't pity it was like a connection that I felt with her. I remember the days when I wouldn't leave my room because I was scared of my foster parents, they used to beat me and make sure that I didn't say anything to other people. I was supposed to be this good little child who kept his mouth shut. I couldn't survive like that for long. So I jumped from foster home to foster home. Until finally a really rich couple decided that they wanted to adopt a child and they adopted me.
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sad or happy - choose ni duncmacphun
41 parte Kumpleto
Many of us are not happy about ourselves, something we have done or not done, or the way we react to other people. We keep recycling sad thoughts until they become what we are. We can break this cycle . . . we really can choose to be happy. For most people being happy is not difficult but it does require persistence to undo the habits of a life time. There are many simple techniques to promote happiness. Some of them you probably heard from your grandmother . . . but there are other, less obvious ways. The brain makes up about 2 percent of a human's body weight, uses 20% of the oxygen consumed by the body and . . . is often not under our control. Proof? Try counting slowly with your eyes closed in a quiet place. How far did you get before you lost count and started thinking about something else? Many people can't make it past ten. Drugs are not the answer. Why risk addiction while destroying your lungs and your brain with alcohol, nicotine (smoking tobacco or vaping), cannabis (marijuana), opium derived drugs like Oxycontin or other unnecessary and unhealthy chemicals? If you need to dispel a bad mood, use one or more meditation techniques, evolution's natural way to obtain happiness. There are external causes of unhappiness and these are discussed in later chapters. I appreciate, and will respond to, questions, comments, suggestions (and votes). Thanks for reading. Dunc MacPhun. .
Falling Apart ni 1_Will_3
38 parte Kumpleto Mature
*TRIGGER WARNING: DEALS WITH DEPRESSION, SELF HARM AND SUICIDE* Amber is sixteen years old and to sugarcoat it... She hasn't had the best upbringing. She would love a different life, one where she can see her mother again and not be stuck with her abusive father. A life where she doesn't get taunted and hit and torn apart by everyone who she has ever seen. But she would never swap, she doesn't want anyone to endure the pain she's gone through. So instead, she tries to get rid of it... Again. But much to her disbelief, she is saved by the people she would least expect. She learns secrets about them that no one else knows. She feels included. Cared for. And dare I say it... She felt loved. For once in her life, she felt truly happy to be alive. But just when Amber felt safe, her life was flipped upside down and her past came back to haunt her just when she least expected it... (Sorry, I suck at descriptions, don't let it put you off) Ranking: #64 in Awareness #15 in Mental Health Awareness #73 in saddness
Why Me?//Why Don't We ni cp_fanfics
11 parte Kumpleto
Just when I thought things couldn't get worse, it did...All I remember is running from something in the woods. Everything went black. I suddenly woke up in a bedroom that clearly isn't mine. I can't remember anything else. Name, family, where I live...nothing. then appears 5 boys. Handsome but terrifying. Memories fill me up and leave me with a terrible head ache. They wont let me leave.Wait...was I kidnapped? No. That doesnt sound right . They have secrets and I want to find out about what. I eventually got to know them better. They helped me through my darkest times. I think I could live with this. Somehow. Until they revealed a secret to me that left me devastated. King and Queen of wolves? Sounds awesome right? Nope. The subject lingered in my head for countless days.But lets skip that for now. I think I'm falling for them. But which one do I choose? ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- #131 in success #350 in woods #69 in bad-language #83 in bloodsucker #11 in lilsmut
Melancholy ni ruani_writes
38 parte Kumpleto Mature
She hated them. They loved her with everything in them. The universe truly has a sick way of telling you it's there, doesn't it? From being kidnapped to being abused, that was all Arabella saw in life. It was all she ever knew. They tell you to keep fighting but sometimes you realize... you were just a child. Now she's built herself up using her pain as the next step to her strength. She's learnt how to strive forward even as her past haunts her mind crawling up her back every passing second. That is until the first 7 people who only ever brought her pain find their way back into her life. She has no way to let go of her past when they come right back to her. The world showed her no mercy in it's ways so why should she. ~~~ I let out a small sigh wanting more of this. I wanted to be held like this whenever I felt broken. Feel the way he puts me back together in his arms. It ate at my heart and I could have sworn I felt a feathery kiss on my head. It was as if he could hear my thoughts and was kissing them away for me. Slowly he lets one hand go, the other staying around me as he brings my chin up to him gently wiping my last tears as more fill my eyes. He sees this and his eyes look... crumbled. If you feel this way then why can't you choose me, Dominic. I shake my head from his hands wishing to step back but he pulls me back to him a pain filled groan leaving him. "Just one more minute. Please." His body shook and I brought him closer, feeling our pain become one. Our hurricanes of minds pull away even for the smallest time letting us stand together as one in each other's embrace. He was it for me. But I wasn't his.
My Monsters [A Garroth X Reader Story] ni AnonymousChild24
22 parte Kumpleto
I smiled as I watched my closest friends be happy. That's all I've ever wanted, right? Make those around me happy, but it's hard sometimes. It's hard to watch those around you be happy when you can't manage to be happy yourself. But don't worry. It'll get better, right? That's what they say. Maybe they're right. I should just trust them. Trust. I have too much of that sometimes. I guess it's a bit of a price when you wear your heart on your sleeve. It gets knocked around pretty easily. It gets scratched and torn every now and then. My brother and sister, Aaron and Malissa, have always told me that I've always worn my heart on my sleeve. I may wear my heart on my sleeve, but I can't help but do whatever I can to protect it. Closing people out is usually the best way, but that's hard when you have kind heart. If there's any emotion I can hide, it's love. Well, at least I think so. I try, okay? Doesn't mean I'm good at it. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Hello fellow potatoes! Fair warning: This story will have some depressing themes and possibly some triggers. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK ALL CREDIT GOES TO JESSICA. HER CHANNEL IS RIGHT HERE: https://www.youtube.com/user/ChallengeAcceptedInc
A Mistake | [ Kenny x New Kid] Fanfic ni E_Gamer_In_Space
12 parte Kumpleto Mature
What if Cartman never sent you and him into the past? You wouldn't have fixed your parents regrets. You wouldn't have stopped your fathers death. You wouldn't have stopped your moms misery. Your life would have continued to spiral down into a endless depression and no one would be able to tell. No one would care. To bad that Cartman didn't, because now your life is exactly that. ======= ======= ======= ======= ======= === Warning: •If you are sensitive to suicidal acts or thoughts then do not read. •If you do not like hard swearing then don't read. •If you don't like acts of cutting do not read •If your sensitive to any of the above then do not read <Don't own cover or the pictures in here>
Not Sick But Not Well. ni La_marquise732
26 mga parte Ongoing
This day wasn't an exception. I cried over and over until I could no longer, I wiped my tears and took the packages in my arms after opening the door. In the house, nothing new. They were still talking, so I had time to drop off the packages, and without even opening one, I headed to the showers, cleaned my face with water, and went to my room. This is roughly how my days as a child went. I know that it cannot be described as an ideal childhood, but it would certainly be the most beautiful period of my life. Despite family conflicts, school conflicts, loneliness, and fear, I was happy. I was happy because they were all there, happy because they always remained, despite my faults, and happy. After all, I knew that I had not yet experienced the worst. Happy because I knew, that sooner or later everything would end. So yes, I was as cowardly and useless as they all claimed and even more naive than they would have believed, but this vision that I had at that age kept me going. Although the truth was hard to accept, I was given no choice. So I accepted life as it came; I accepted myself and my truth, my weaknesses, and the fact that I had to get used to the idea that I would always be the first actor to die in films.
Can't Buy Me Love ni srscrapper
35 parte Kumpleto
"Breathing. Something I've always known how to do, yet sometimes it seems impossible. I sat in the passenger seat of a red convertible Mustang. The car belonged to my... would you call him my owner? I sat with my knees pulled up to my chest, I put my hand on the window of the car, wiping away some of the fog. My father and the guy who had just bought me, shook hands, finalizing the arrangement, as they stood on our front porch... or could you even call it that? The rain came down making it hard to see. Yes, breathing. Everyone knows how to do it, but it's normal for someone to forget how to, right? Right now, I felt as if my lungs had been ripped from my chest... or was that just my heart? My buyer ran from the porch, covering his head with his jacket. He stepped into his Mustang, and pulled it into reverse. Then with a simple movement, he turned the vehicle around and headed down the drive. I watched as my whole world slipped away." -Can't Buy Me Love *************************************** They were best friends, he was rich, she lived in a trailer. He moved away when she was 13 and then he moves back when she's 17. All her dad ever cared about was money, so for most of her life her dad had told her he was gonna sell her to a rich man, as soon as she was 18. But she wants nothing more than to be with her childhood love. Will he save her from her fate or will she get sold off to some loaded obnoxious stranger? She has secrets, he has secrets, a shadow lurks in the darkness watching her... can love even grow from that? ****** *Some mature content: Abuse and mature language*
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Falling Apart cover
Why Me?//Why Don't We cover
Melancholy cover
My Monsters [A Garroth X Reader Story] cover
A Mistake | [ Kenny x New Kid] Fanfic cover
Not Sick But Not Well. cover
Can't Buy Me Love cover

sad or happy - choose

41 parte Kumpleto

Many of us are not happy about ourselves, something we have done or not done, or the way we react to other people. We keep recycling sad thoughts until they become what we are. We can break this cycle . . . we really can choose to be happy. For most people being happy is not difficult but it does require persistence to undo the habits of a life time. There are many simple techniques to promote happiness. Some of them you probably heard from your grandmother . . . but there are other, less obvious ways. The brain makes up about 2 percent of a human's body weight, uses 20% of the oxygen consumed by the body and . . . is often not under our control. Proof? Try counting slowly with your eyes closed in a quiet place. How far did you get before you lost count and started thinking about something else? Many people can't make it past ten. Drugs are not the answer. Why risk addiction while destroying your lungs and your brain with alcohol, nicotine (smoking tobacco or vaping), cannabis (marijuana), opium derived drugs like Oxycontin or other unnecessary and unhealthy chemicals? If you need to dispel a bad mood, use one or more meditation techniques, evolution's natural way to obtain happiness. There are external causes of unhappiness and these are discussed in later chapters. I appreciate, and will respond to, questions, comments, suggestions (and votes). Thanks for reading. Dunc MacPhun. .

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