Jealous...Much?
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Last published Fri, Feb 1, 2019
// Phoenix: Yes I had to buy one with my own money, but its not because my parents didn't want me to spend their money, in fact I would kill to even have my parents back in my life. But... unfortunately I don't have that luxury, sure I still have my mom, but that's not really what I'm supposed to call her...you see she's been abusing me ever since my father passed away years age due to bronchogenic carcinomas, also known as lung cancer. And to be honest so do I. So my mom is just giving me what I deserve, right? // Jasper's POV: Jasper: "Please just leave me alone," she whimpered under her breath. In that moment I knew that I must have struck a memory that probably shouldn't have been reopened. Like I put salt in the wound. I felt so sad, but it wasn't pity it was like a connection that I felt with her. I remember the days when I wouldn't leave my room because I was scared of my foster parents, they used to beat me and make sure that I didn't say anything to other people. I was supposed to be this good little child who kept his mouth shut. I couldn't survive like that for long. So I jumped from foster home to foster home. Until finally a really rich couple decided that they wanted to adopt a child and they adopted me.
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