Through his eyes (on hold)
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  • Parts 7
  • Time 1h 4m
Ongoing, First published Oct 13, 2018
Through my eyes i was a worthless black loner with no significance. Plain with nothing attractive. Incapable of being accepted. I was afraid. Of rejection because i knew it was there. So i avoided everyone.

Through his eyes he thought me beautiful. He thought me perfect as i was. He showed me that and much more.

" I wish you could see yourself through my eyes and maybe then you would realise how much you mean to me"

This is a story of an african girl whose family moved because of her parents job transfers. She is outright discriminated and judged because of her skin.  It gets to her and she feels like nothing but dirt.This makes her hide beneath a hard mask that makes most people afraid of her.

But deep inside she is a normal teenage girl that wants to be accepted and loved.Its the mask that puts everyone off but Jay. Will he manage to break through her mask? Will he see her for who she really is?
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