Mate of My Black and White Soul

Our time is printed out onto our skin as the numbers constantly change. Lately, I have not been checking on the time when I finally get to meet my soul mate. You want to know why? It's because I don't care. I see people greeting their first and only mate, and it brings me no happiness or anything even close to it. Getting to meet your soul mate is the only thing you amount to, right? I don’t believe that, but everyone else does. All I see is black and white, while others see the colors. I don't know if I'll be ever to see the colors of the world. My name is Lilith, and I’m waiting for the mate of my black and white soul.