Three Reasons To Ruin

I remember when I first met him I was young, stupid, naïve, and about another thousands words that would describe the average seventeen year old. I was always so focussed on the future and how I could make all the amazing things I had better. I never wanted to live in the moment I wanted to grow up live on my own go to college get a job. I wanted to make my own rules and decide if I would follow them or not on my own.

My concerns were getting good grades and keeping up the act of the good little girl and trying to somehow possibly comprehend romeo and Juliet. As much as I hated Shakespeare when I was a mere teenage mortal I did admire one thing about him he told you right of the bat what was going to happen. Yup thats right Romeo and Juliet the star crossed lovers they die, hope I'm not spoiling anything for you guys but it's true they die a very stupid death I might add. So I'm gonna shut my mouth and get this show on the road and take a page out of Shakespeares book and tell you right off the bat I die, but that isn't where the story ends rather where it begins.

So sit back and relax and listen to the story of how I fell in love with a monster and when I say a monster I don't mean one of those sparkling vampires from twilight or even the ones you normally read about. A true a monster a man who will never return the sick, twisted, and misplaced love for him that I have. Because I'm nothing to him but a clause he had to fulfill in order to gain something he wanted, a play toy even though he has others he prefers way more than me, and the dealer to his favorite drug, my blood.