The Last Goodbye
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Complete Sat, Mar 23, 201929m
•••Nicotine•••
I wish you would've chosen me
Over the nicotine
And the alcohol
The motor oil
Running through you're veins
I gave you a buzz
But I wasn't a can
I was a high
You could never get back
if I left
Everything in your life was replaceable
Except me
And I think that is why you threw me away
I wouldn't be sitting on the gas station shelf
Or hidden in a keg at a party
I was the only thing in life you couldn't get more of
The only thing that could hurt you
And that is why
You chose the nicotine
And the alcohol
Over
Me
••• sometimes i forget you ever felt the way i do •••
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