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Under the beauty - ON HOLD

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abuse adult college danger dark death ethanclay garrett garry godlikemale heroine honey idek love romance rowegardlen saving scared scars spencer tilldeathdousapart underthebeauty weallneedsaving young

Sometimes life likes death more, he picks a crooked smile for a sinister pure form of hate. 

Perception is key. 

My name is Rowe gardlen, I'm the average 18 year old girl. I've had things pretty good for me. 

Key word had. 

Perception is key. 

One tragic night, things changed. I no longer became Rowe and instead became an outline of a girl I once was. Because Under The Beauty is a lot more than flowers. Sometimes it's just a girl trying to find love within herself and another man. 

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abuse adult college danger dark death ethanclay garrett garry godlikemale heroine honey idek love romance rowegardlen saving scared scars spencer tilldeathdousapart underthebeauty weallneedsaving young

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