Jimin goes on a diet in preparation of their comeback which made Jimin faint constantly and being rushed to the hospital. Jimin lied when they eat meals and only eats when it's snack time which made a very worried Jungkook and all the other BTS members.
NOTE: Jimin doesn't starve himself anymore and he only did that for the WINGS Album he went on a diet that involves eating 1 meal every 10 days. This is what an eating disorder is like in my perspective even though I never had one but I have seen how dangerous it is. It is like a trap that you can't get out of unless you get someone to help you. You fall into this trap of certain eating rituals like cutting food into tiny pieces and rearranging them. You think you are fat when you are dangerously underweight.
Relationships: Mostly Jikook focused with side ships (yoonmin, namjin, jihope, vkook , etc.)
WARNING: Contains eating disorders, anorexia, cutting/suicidal thoughts. Might contain sexual content/smut/rape/trauma. Very angsty. Read at own risk. 18+
A/N: This is written based on my body image issues (I don't have an ED though), perfectionism, anxiety, depression and being overworked to the point of fainting. Might include puns/references for fun to help with the angst. Some chapters are inspired by songs e.g 11.LIE, 15.보고 싶다 , 20.I NEED U, 23.Touch (BTS Lie, BTS Spring Day, BTS I NEED U, NCT127 Touch) etc.
Groups/solos mentioned: BTS focused but features Got7, NCT, EXO, Seventeen, Astro (group chat), Twice, Taemin etc. (because I'm a total Kpop trash mostly with BTS and NCT)
This story talks about eating disorders, suicide, and death. If these things trigger you, then I advise you to skip this story. (The plot kinda gets confusing and a little out of order but that's ok)
"Fat" is all that the haters have been calling Namjoon on Twitter. "Fat monster" "fatty". Namjoon tries to forget it, but he can't. He can't deal with The pain. He can't deal with The fact that he has suicidal thoughts. And with all the nightmares he has been having he is really suffering. Yet the other members have no idea what's
he's really going through.
Started. March 2018
Ended. June. 2018
⚠️ i started this story when i was 12/13 so it's kinda bad and the grammar is kinda ehhh so it's kinda bad and doesn't have much of a GOOD plot line so yea
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