The Pain

Do you ever just think what if I was "them"? Or "It" is so perfect, how is "it" so pretty? When you lie awake at night do you just think what if I wasn't me, so what if I was this person? But to only find out that their life isn't all that is seems. Everyone is struggling, some more than others do. The feeling of anxiety and depression, the thoughts that keep you up at night. The pain of those feelings and thoughts, only because everyone has them. Now Imagine a little girl that's 4 who is laughing and playing with her friends, how happy does she look? Now imagine that same little girl, she is older now about 16 and crying in her bathroom from all the back stabbing and heartbroken things she has in doored. This story is about her, Natalie Snow the person whom everyone wants to be. That doesn't know her story.