The Ghost I Loved Before
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All these days and nights without you here,
It's a little bit more than I can bear.
The days are cold and so very long.
I don't know how much longer I can be strong.
My nights are so lonely and sad.
Sometimes I can't help but get mad.
I see your face everywhere I look.
It breaks my heart that my great love is what they took.
Without you here it feels like the end.
I'm lost without you 'cause you were also my best friend.
I'll be counting the days and nights till we're together again.
Until then, it's all my love that I send!
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