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The Memory of Fate (Book 4)

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Patrick Crawford is your average 25 year old man, except he's still living in his parents' basement, bringing home random guys every night, and unwilling to step out into the world to become independent. After a failed suicide attempt years ago over a broken heart, Pat's parents have coddled him too much. Now they've gotten to the point where they need him out of their house.

Bennett Baxter thought his life was going perfectly - exactly as he planned it. That is, until his boyfriend of six years comes home one day saying he's in love with someone else. Now, he must start his life all over again, starting with a place to live while trying to get over his heartbreak.

This is the 4th book to my Fate series. You don't have to read the other three to understand what's going on, but I do recommend it.All Rights Reserved

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Mine by KatNim

" what's wrong," he asked, fucking tears, now I have to answer him " nothing I'm fine," I said he scoffed " I didn't ask are you okay but obviously your not fine," he said I roll my eyes at him why can't he leave me alone " I'm not in the mood to talk Alex," I said drinking "you're never in the mood to talk to me," he said inhaling the smoke of his cigarette Alexander and Elliot they are alike but at the same time different one is deadly when you get close other one crazy when look deep into his soul Everyone are scared of Alexander and tries to stay away from him still girls and boys throw themselves at him but he has his eyes on Elliot Elliot is hurt but still smiles and laughs with his friend everyone in school fear him every girl wants him he hates gays but when Alexander stares at him he feels something and that scares him because he never thought he would these things towards a man So what happens when Elliot is not just attracted to Alexander but something more and Alexander notices that it's not lust he has for Elliot will Alexander and Elliot both heal each other and maybe love? What will happen in Elliot's life when Alexander enters? I know its sounds a cliché Highschool story but I promise it's not , I love BoyxBoy books to read and I thought I should write one, this book has a mature scene and little violent. For those who don't like bxb books it's okay you can read my other books and those who like bxb books read it it's going to be awesome Start: 4/12/2019 End:12/3/2020

Songbird (Tradley AU) by TiredTris

__ "I can't love you." "...I don't understand." "And you never will. This is your what if." "I don't want you to be my what if, though." "And I didn't want him to be mine, yet here we are.' __ Tristan Evans, notorious man whore and slut of the century has lost the man he cared most about. He is severely depressed and can't go a day without his mind being plagued with what if's. So when the new boy in town reminds him of the fiancé he lost, it takes all the self control he has to be able to control himself and not suffocate his newest love interest. However, can you love someone enough to make a relationship work when you're only with them for someone else || completed 23/11/16||

The third one by meanlittledutchgirl

Book 3. Most kids think they are the reason their parents get a divorce. Dante Rodriquez Knew he was the reason. His mother couldn't accept him being a trans boy. So his father left her. Now they are moving back to his fathers home town where the entire Rodriquez familia lives. He really hopes this year is gonna be better. Then Dante meets Julian Diaz. But if Julian Diaz is supposed to be so dangerous. Why is he so nice to Dante. And what is this deadly secret that follows him wherever he goes? Alec isn't hiding. He isn't. He can't help it that he just so happens to avoid the guy who is now his mate like he is living embodiment of the plague. He really can't. The story continues. One shall die by the hands of love. One shall die by the hand of blood. ~One shall die by the hands of fate.~ The moon shall perish and so it ends. Spoiler: Do not read if you don't wanne know!!! I don't wanne say it but I will. If your worried I'm gonna kill of some of the like really cool and sweet characters? Come on dude . I won't. Ok So some people are gonna die and shit will happen cause that's kind of the whole deal. But trust me just read the book you will not be disappointed Okay! Take my word for it!

Eli by jobarnett24

Eli sold his soul to the devil to save his family and his village. He asked for fertile lands with clean water. The devil granted him that but it all went wrong when Eli went out of village borders and got tuberculosis. He died and went to hell since he done something bad to do good, so he was sent to hell for seeking help from the devil. Eli had grown and adapted to being a demon and getting used to his powers. He was then given the choice to stay in hell or live on earth with some rules. He must stretch his wings and fly everyday, he can't fall in love. And the one that broke Eli the most was that he couldn't go back to his family. But as time went on, he slowly started to adapt to the new world, from horse and carriages to cars, from phones on walls with wires to mobile phones and so on. But also he fell In love and boy did he fall hard. ~~~~~~~~~ "Hello." A chirpy voice sounded. "Can I sit here? I'm new and don't have any friends." "No." I mumbled. "Sorry about him, he's a grumpy pants." Lexi rolled her eyes. "I'm Lexi. Please take a seat." "Thank you." The boy sat down. "I'm Nikolai but everyone calls me Nick." ~~~~~~~ Mature⚠️ All rights reserved. This is a mature book with sexual scenes and talk of abused and suicide. If you don't like this type of thing please don't read it. If you do, you have had this warning to say about that type of stuff.

Rebirth of a Rose by frostfujoshi

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Frozen By Chance (Completed) by makgra29

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The Boy Who Lived Again (boyxboy) (COMPLETED) by Fallen_Angel0416

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" what's wrong," he asked, fucking tears, now I have to answer him " nothing I'm fine," I said he scoffed " I didn't ask are you okay but obviously your not fine," he said I roll my eyes at him why can't he leave me alone " I'm not in the mood to talk Alex," I said drinking "you're never in the mood to talk to me," he said inhaling the smoke of his cigarette Alexander and Elliot they are alike but at the same time different one is deadly when you get close other one crazy when look deep into his soul Everyone are scared of Alexander and tries to stay away from him still girls and boys throw themselves at him but he has his eyes on Elliot Elliot is hurt but still smiles and laughs with his friend everyone in school fear him every girl wants him he hates gays but when Alexander stares at him he feels something and that scares him because he never thought he would these things towards a man So what happens when Elliot is not just attracted to Alexander but something more and Alexander notices that it's not lust he has for Elliot will Alexander and Elliot both heal each other and maybe love? What will happen in Elliot's life when Alexander enters? I know its sounds a cliché Highschool story but I promise it's not , I love BoyxBoy books to read and I thought I should write one, this book has a mature scene and little violent. For those who don't like bxb books it's okay you can read my other books and those who like bxb books read it it's going to be awesome Start: 4/12/2019 End:12/3/2020