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The Memory of Fate (Book 4)

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Patrick Crawford is your average 25 year old man, except he's still living in his parents' basement, bringing home random guys every night, and unwilling to step out into the world to become independent. After a failed suicide attempt years ago over a broken heart, Pat's parents have coddled him too much. Now they've gotten to the point where they need him out of their house.

Bennett Baxter thought his life was going perfectly - exactly as he planned it. That is, until his boyfriend of six years comes home one day saying he's in love with someone else. Now, he must start his life all over again, starting with a place to live while trying to get over his heartbreak.

This is the 4th book to my Fate series. You don't have to read the other three to understand what's going on, but I do recommend it.All Rights Reserved

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