Blame it on the cat. my true story summary

Modern day society doesn't allow you to have a personality, you have to go with the crowd because if you go against it you'll get pushed by people who do follow the crowd like a one-way path. If you go the same way as everyone else, you'll all end up in the same place, maybe drunk, maybe arrested, maybe poor, maybe hated, maybe you have to leave your friend behind because she can't keep up and is trampled by the people who follow the crowd.
But you can escape the crowd if your stronger, faster or you can quit that harsh stampede with a knife. Find tranquillity, but how will that peaceful place affect others? What will people do? How will they react?
You never know anything, your always questioning, not knowing.