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FINDING THE MEANING

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NurAllysaEizzaty

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What happen when your life was a mess up shit where everything is so complicated that you just wandering what the f, just happen. 

Meet Layne Maryanne, sounds like a girl name? Well funfact it's a boys name. Layne, a person of the unexpected and you will wandering who the hell you just talk to few seconds ago. You too will wandering was it the same person? Layne, 21 years old. just living his life as an Idol, korean idol to be exact, funny, he's not korean but hey he's still living it. He was labeled as the innocent kind as he has a face like one and how he always dress up with extremely oversized sweater, tight pants and boots . He's practically the angel that shines the whole world.

Now wandering whats this about? well next character which is his ship, stupid i know. to obvious. its a love story, what do you expect. Meet Jason Owlean. 24 years old and the CEO of the Owlean company. The cliche tough guy with the unexpected life. To many enemies and almost zero friend. Tho he's hot and you girls and boys will getting horny around him in a minute. you naughty people.*grin widely*

now no need for spoilers, straight to the point, 
this is an arrange marriage that doesn't make sense by their moms who is fan of gay and want their sons to be together. Funny as if i want to do the same to my future son to. *snort*

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i try to make longer chaps with many plot and hopefully not making any reader to just die 1) out of boredom 2) heart wrenching 3) too gory 4)fangirli--- ouh wait i need them to die coz of that, sheehs.

ps, if i have typo or grammar error, i apologize in advance as english is not my native language. so i try my best to keep it to the minimal. okeh? okeh!

Tho you probably wont regret reading.All Rights Reserved

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"I walked over to where Aaron was sitting on the ground, kneeling so that I was face-to-face with him. He was wearing a blank expression on his face so I guess he didn't really care if I kissed him or not. I took in a deep breath before taking his face in both of my hands and swooping down to kiss him. At first, I was so nervous I didn't realize that we were already kissing but after a few moments, I realized how soft his lips felt on my own. Before I can register it I felt him moving against me. I would have gotten off of him but I realize that he wasn't moving to get away from me. No, He was moving his lips against mine." °°°°° Aiden Moore isn't extraordinary. He has average looks, he is OK with sports, and his only strong point is that he is smart (although that doesn't mean much to his fellow classmates). And, of course, his virgin ass has never had a girlfriend, let alone a crush. It seemed as if he would never find someone. That was until he met her, Scarlett Hale. She was the most beautiful girl you will ever meet. Kind, sweet, and one of the few people with a higher GPA then him, she was amazing and Aiden imagined that she would be all his. Once Aiden gets rid of her boyfriend, Aaron Tyler. The most annoying guy you will ever meet, Aiden gags just thinking about him. The man is smoking hot and makes Aiden's dreams of getting the girl to seem very impossible. So what would happen if Aiden gets involved with the wrong person? Will Aiden get the girl? Will he fall short? Or will he fall into the arms of a guy who is in love with the girl he loves? _______________________________________ WARNING: First book EVER! The best part about this book is that it has some funny bits and introduces you to characters I use for a while. But, if you don't like the writing, please consider one of my newer works 😊 Started: May 10, 2016 Completed: September 2016

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