Broken

Ever since the death of my twin, I've never been the same. When she died I died, I stopped laughing,smiling, and going out. Everywhere I looked I was reminded of her, Stephanie, so I decided to move out of the house to London. Will I ever get over the fact that she's gone, will he be able to pull me out of my state after being in to deep? How do you fix a broken girl that can't stop dwelling in the past?