opia
1. the ambiguous intensity of looking someone in the eye, which can feel simultaneously invasive and vulnerable.
"he found himself in the state of opia,"
You are a student in college. You were at the top of your class and you were Assigned to help a guy to get his grades up. When you met face to face with this guy you noticed that he was one of the Bad Buys from a gang.
Later on you started to feel something you haven't felt before with a Guy like Min Yoongi