It is very common for us to unexpectedly fall in love with the person we're close the most. Classmate, friend, best friend, even our cousin we really have this feeling that, oh shit I already fell for him/her.
But the twist is, we are in the same gender. I'm a boy, he's a boy. But who cares? I love him. But I was wrong. They say that it is wrong to fall in love with the person you have the same gender with. So I keep it in me.
I also know that he loves someone and I support him with that even though I'm hurting inside.
And just because of love, I learn how to steal kisses and act those pretty lies.
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Started: Oct. 23, 2018
Finished: Dec. 09, 2018
Book cover by: @softydaze
She had done something unforgivable. Put me in danger many times, almost ruined my dreams, made me believe that love exists between us but it was all a lie. A lie brought by her desperation for love that was once taken from her.
And I don't want to sugarcoat her mistakes. She had done damage to me to the point that I felt like I was a compensation for all the pain she experienced in her past. She's taking it all on me. She became wicked and I couldn't recognize her.
But then... maybe we're brought together so I could show her hope. That kindness and love isn't always linked on what is over. That she could move forward, forgive herself and make her realized that she doesn't always have to get back to the past to be love in the present. The past was only there to remind us of the road we took and not to torment us.
Is it worth it though? Does she deserve my forgiveness after wrecking me? Does she deserve my love after all?
Status: Completed.
Date started: March 23, 2022
Date finished: August 26, 2022
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