TEDDY (MY TEDDY ) (ONGOING)

( YUGYEOMXLISA ) Got7&BLACKPINK

He said he will come back for me
he said he will looking for me by his own.
did he really will come back ?
or he's just lying?
am I put too much of hoping on him?
I let a deep sigh
and looking at the sky.

It's have been 3 years now
I still didn't heard anything from him.
He's still using his old number,
He never change that.
I already send thousands, millions of texts
Even a call, Yet he's still not response.
Im losing my hope,my strength.
A lot of things running through my head.
how if he already got someone?
how is he already found my replacement?
.
I scoff
rubbing my head
I mutter "If"

Yugyeom.
Things was different now.
Everything changed.
Im not like old Lisa,
I being much responsible for my actions.
I even care about other.
Im not childish, brat gurl anymore.
im tsk.
Please comeback.
faking tears start to perform at the corner on my eyes.

im stare blanking at the sky.
how if he forget?
how if he already forget about you?
its 3 fucking year lisa .
what you expect?
.
im shook my head disbelief at my mess thoughts.
arrgghhhhhhhh .. im shouting
grabbing my hair hard ..
I cant take this anymore..

I stood up from my sitting...
!!!
YAH...YUGYEOM !!!
LISTEN HERE CRACK HEAD !
IF IM MOVING ON FROM YOU, YOU DONT EVER- EVER- EVERRRRR THINK THAT YOU CAN GET ME BACK.
YAHHHHHH.... ARE YOU HEAR ME ???
DONT YOU EVER FIND ME...
ARE YOU THERRE? ARE YOU LISTEN THIS...
Im shouting .

That Lisa.
she's crazy.
Her head is totally cracking
her emotions unstandable.
she crying, laughing, shouting everytime she climbing here, at this mountain .
When her head mess with her, she will hike here & buried all her massive thoughts & left here.At least its work for a moment.

what the problem here.
She is so whipped for Yugyeom.
yah she totally change.
partying lifestyle was long ago left behind
the thing is, can she move on?

keep reading doll
The first idea is painful,sick love stories
but now Idk my self anymore
its could be anything