My little spark (phan)
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Last published Tue, May 20, 2014
Dan Howell is sent into a deep depression which blocks him from interacting with the outside world after his father murdered his mother. Worried about Dan, his friend Pj sends him to a doctor called Chris and to a support group so he could sort out his problems. Here he meets Phil, a boy with his own problems but unwilling to share them. Will Dan figure them out or will he just leave them to chance? Read the story to find out the rest
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