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Why is it always me? (Lams)

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Alexander Hamilton's life sucks. He divorced his wife, Elizabeth Schuyler and all his friends hated him, apart from Peggy and Eliza. He's having terrible days at work until he has enough and tried to overdose. Fortunately, someone is passing by when Alexander gets impatient and thinks it won't work and he goes for a walk. What happens next?All Rights Reserved

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Chapter 1-How it all began
Wed, Oct 24, 2018

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Chapter 1-How it all began
Wed, Oct 24, 2018

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