Collapsing In On Myself
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When everything that mattered in life is dead and gone, and all that is left has gone to crap, there is no point in living.
And if Carly Uqualla, a confused native american girl living in PA amish country knows one thing about life, it's just that.
Is there something that could stop her from making a decision she cant take back? Does this something come in the form of a pretty six foot five ginger with brown freckles speckling his nose? Oh and that little dimple peaking out his left cheek? 🙃
Is he too late to save her, or is he just in time?
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This has sensitive content such as mention of suicide, attempted suicide, abuse, and rape. If you cannot handle it or are sensitive to such subjects, don't read my story.
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I'm not good at writing, I just do for fun. However, if you feel the stupid or strange inclination to steal my horrible writing, please dont. We dont like copycats.
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