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Rain [CPN] - IN PROGRESS

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A boy who knows nothing but hatred...

A boy who knows nothing but love...

In a town under a constant veil of rain...

Rowan Hawthorne has lived through hell. 

Years of physical, psychological, and emotional abuse at the hands of a father he neither wants, nor cares for.

Years of bullying and torment at the hands of people whom he once called "friend".

Years of seeking the protection of the only person whom he thought understood him, his mother, only to have her side with the monster who lived with her. 

Rowan Hawthorne despised the world, and he despised the rain that seemed to fall in a constant stream over his town. 

Then, he met the Samidare brothers. 

Could the Samidare brothers thaw Rowan's frozen heart and teach him once again the value of people?

And could one of them perhaps have another, much more important lesson for Rowan?

-loosely based on true life events-

TW: Abuse, bullying, suicide, drug use, homophobia

This piece is quite experimental and exploratory as far as freeform writing and format experimentation so do forgive the formatting, if that isn't your cup of tea. I'll also endeavour to update the tags when need be as the story progresses. (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

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SEVENS by -crucible-

[boyxboy] [complete*] [unedited] "You poor arrogant boy- keep hoping, you'll get nowhere." Alexei is drowning and he's having a hard time staying afloat by himself. With a disappearing mother, unsympathetic social workers and hungry police not far off his trail he is running out of ways to keep going. He's desperate to find a foothold that will propel him into a secure future. Maybe joining one of the most infamous high school rugby teams in the states was a bad idea but with one foot already in the door and a ragtag rich kid team dragging him with them Alexei finds too late that he can't turn back. **** #69 in #rugby as of 11/17/19 if you know what I mean Completed March 15, 2020 * to my standards, you'll hate the ending so don't come at me when you've finished. this is your warning don't complain later when you chose not to listen

Metamorphosis | Akakuro ✔ by gay-ikemen

Completed ✔ Akashi × Kuroko Born and raised by an immensely strict Father, Akashi Seijuro had no choice but to excel in every aspect of his life. There are no room for failures, there is no such thing as weakness, personal feelings are unnecessary and it should be left behind. Kuroko Tetsuya, his childhood best friend, was determined to change Akashi's life for better and wanted him to break free from his father's cruel binds. Their feelings eventually bloomed for each other, but solving the matter was not easy. ⚠️ Contains angst ⚠️ This fic involves two male characters who are romantically into each other, so if you do not like that content, then please don't proceed. It's as simple as that. [I do not own the characters nor the picture! All credits goes to Fujimaki-sensei!]

K I N G by TheZombie13

Neil was caught between a hard place and a rock. His lungs heaved as he desperately tried to suck in air, but to no avail. He couldn't breath. Tears ran down his face as he smothered his strangled sobs against his pillow. He didn't know how long he could keep up this act. All he wanted was Todd. Todd couldn't sleep. He hadn't been able to for the past few nights. All he could think about was Neil. His lips as they closed over a cigarette. His brown eyes sparkling as he practiced his lines as Puck. His wet hair and how it clung to his neck after a shower. Todd squeezed his eyes tight as he tried to will away the wicked images. He shouldn't be staring at his best friend like that. It was unnatural. It meant he was a fairy. Yet Todd couldn't help but stare. A story of two boys coming together, overcoming some of life's obstacles, and falling in love with each other; until one is tragically taken away.

His Jewelled Eyes by meowyume

・゜゜・✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* ・゜゜・． TW: Suicidal MC, abuse, lots of angst, sensitive topics, eventual character death ✧ BAD GRAMMAR BECAUSE IT'S NOT BETA READ BY ANYONE ELSE BUT ME✧ p.s british english grammar (im not american lol) ✧ If you do not wish to read this type of stuff please click off! Otherwise please enjoy reading the description down bellow!✧ .・゜゜・　　・゜゜・． "Hey Aki, I love you..." A purple jewelled eyed boy says one day to his lover. "Pfft, what makes you say that all of a sudden Hina?" His lover responds smiling and looking down at the jewelled eyed boy resting on his lap. "I don't know I just felt like saying it..." He smiles back and reaching his hand out to pull his lover down for a kiss. But little did they know this bliss and happiness would soon end, tragically... Hinato Lyra born with special jewelled eyes known to carry an absurd amount of power making the holder so called 'perfect at everything' but, power always comes with a price, that is with all the power their eyes hold there is no space for emotions or feelings, so consumed with all the power not knowing what love or sadness is, voices constantly ringing in their head and whispers surrounding them, ultimately the holder never survives either killing themselves in the end or being killed by someone jealous of the power they hold, or the worst fate... their own power ultimately consuming them... Hinato Lyra previously known as ( 'Miyano Kaedashi' ) and Akira Castelli (previously known as 'Asahi Hasekura' ) are a pair of star crossed lovers, which means their love is always doomed to fail and end up in tragedy, it usually always ends up with one of them dying, will it be the same again for them? Well let's find out shall we? ✧ Notes ✧ Please remember I'm not by any means a professional writer and this is my first ever time posting a story of mine! Sorry if my grammar is bad it's mostly me writing this at m

Plan Of Seduction by bl_principito

"I hate you - so much Tripp." More confusion because, once more, wasn't this a good thing? "Why did you have to say that? What if," A little quieter, just above a whisper. "What if we mess up our friendship?" "But what if we don't?" "You don't know that," I bumped his nose with my finger. "And neither do you. So, why don't we give it a shot?" He bit down on his bottom lip, hesitation and worry filling his gaze. __ This is literally a story that follows the plot of two best friends realizing their feelings for each other, yes, I know, very cliche, but I enjoyed writing it. There will be mature LGBT+ content, so if you don't want to read those chapters or this story, skip it. Highest Rankings (that I'm aware of): LGBT+: #3 , College Romance: #2 , Gay: #19 / GayPride: #2, Gay boyxboy #1

When Life Stands Still by Zancherie

~~~~ Please keep in mind that this is a BL (Boy's Love) and apocalyptic novel. Any normal apocalypse comes with a lot of issues - like violence, gore, abuse. As such this novel will have these topics and has been marked as 'MATURE'. If you are uncomfortable with any of this - please don't read the book. ~~~~ In a world unraveling under a relentless zombie plague, Ash Kage is more than a survivor. Born with unparalleled recovery powers, Ash has lived most of his life hidden away from the world in a secret bioengineering laboratory. His only companion was a biologically modified woman who spread the infection on her escape. Now on the run - haunted by guilt and hunted by those in search of a cure that hides in his blood, Ash finds shelter with a rather tough group of survivors. There he meets Rhys Grant - the handsome, strong, sharp eyed leader whom everyone looked up to. The attraction between them is immediately and undeniably, but so is the danger. When misunderstanding happens, an unconscious use of power causes fragments of memories of a shared past start to surface. Trust freys, desires burn and allies turn to enemies as they are drawn to each other but lack trust in one another. Will they figure out their differences or will the misunderstandings consume them? Can Ash escape the destiny of his past life and escape capture from the mad scientists who see his only value in being the cure?

Mad God's Love [Dark, enemies-to-lovers BL] by Audranasa

All he wanted was to disappear. What he found wouldn't let him go. Humanity clings to survival in fortified cities, learning to live beside the horrors that slipped in from another plane. Monsters now walk freely among the ruins of the old civilisation. For a runaway boy scraping by on the streets, danger is nothing new. Hunted by violent men and ignored by a society too busy surviving, he's learned to trust no one. But when he crosses paths with a strange, otherworldly being - one unlike any he's seen before - his life takes a turn for the surreal. The creature is powerful, unpredictable, and completely alien in thought. It breaks boundaries as easily as bodies, and the boy wants nothing more than to be rid of it. But fate - or an unbreakable, incomprehensible will - keeps pulling them together. As tension builds and an uneasy bond begins to form, a far greater danger looms. And it's not from the monsters outside the walls. The story in full, including the explicit excerpts: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0D5WL39BL (chapters 1 R - 12 BC) https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0CYT3Q7H7 (chapters 13 R - 25 R) please leave reviews!

What I would do for your love. (Sanegiyu Story - Yandere Sanemi x Giyu) by UrGirlLoOpy

Sanemi Shinazugawa is the hot-headed wind hashira who 'hates' the quiet, secretly sensitive, and motherly water hashira Giyu Tomioka. But lately, Sanemi finds himself thinking about... Giyuu? He's become obsessed with his ocean blue eyes and his silky, bluenette hair. To the point where it's become an unhealthy addiction. Giyuu is none the wiser, seeing the other as a rough, but EXTREMELY attractive guy. He would never say that, though. The Water Hashira's life is filled with pain and depression, something that Sanemi is familiar with. Along with stalking, tracking and taking pictures of the latter, the wind hashira has become addicted to his newfound love. From worshiping the Goddess of love and lust to commiting murder and torture, he'll do anything for Giyu. Anything for them to be together. ANYTHING IT TAKES. And no one will dare to try to stop him. This is a story HEAVLY inspired by the game 'Yandere Simulator' These are not my original charecters but are from Demon Slayer. (Apart from Kenzo Myhoria) I'll try and update multiple times a week as I also have a life :) Thanks for reading and please enjoy! ∆•° March 4th 2024 ~ August 20th 2024 °•∆

Is it safe to just be who we are? - SaintShin by AsiaSharpeblade04

English isn't my first language so I apologize for any mistakes🥹the translator sometimes gets the pronouns wrong, as soon as I can I will correct the story properly Saint and Shin have known each other since they were little and attended elementary and middle school together. In high school they chose two different paths, Saint the hotel management and Shin the linguistics. However, despite this, even if they didn't see each other in class every day as they used to do, their relationship never changed. They went to each other's house very often, or went out together from time to time, not every day, but they always kept in touch. Their friendship, however, undergoes a change when, at the age of 17, they have a bad fight, which separates them forever. Their paths cross again seven years later, at the age of 24, 25 for Saint because he has already turned 25, with both of them working as bodyguards. Shin is assigned to protect an influential political figure, and the reason why he chose this path is actually to find out what really happened to his mother, involved in the explosion of a shopping mall, which also caused the death of other people. He doesn't believe that it was an accident. While Saint works as a bodyguard for a famous actor who actually has a double life and is investigating the incident at the mall. Saint and Shin, without realizing it, will find themselves fighting with the same goal: to find out what really happened that day at the mall. And who knows, between one thing and another, maybe that feeling that completely distances itself from the word friendship will explode between them...

The Boy Who Lived Again (boyxboy) (COMPLETED) by Fallen_Angel0416

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SEVENS

[boyxboy] [complete*] [unedited] "You poor arrogant boy- keep hoping, you'll get nowhere." Alexei is drowning and he's having a hard time staying afloat by himself. With a disappearing mother, unsympathetic social workers and hungry police not far off his trail he is running out of ways to keep going. He's desperate to find a foothold that will propel him into a secure future. Maybe joining one of the most infamous high school rugby teams in the states was a bad idea but with one foot already in the door and a ragtag rich kid team dragging him with them Alexei finds too late that he can't turn back. **** #69 in #rugby as of 11/17/19 if you know what I mean Completed March 15, 2020 * to my standards, you'll hate the ending so don't come at me when you've finished. this is your warning don't complain later when you chose not to listen