You wouldn't understand.
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Last published Sat, Jan 4, 2020
Have you ever been drowning?
Not dying, drowning.
Death is what happens after you drown.
Drowning is much worse.
Have you ever died?
Because I have.
My name is Avelyn Meyers, and this is my story.
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