Random Thoughts
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This is kind of just my brain and random thoughts I feel like sharing with someone in the middle of the night. Don't take any of it for more than it is because I'm always fine.
Also, please don't judge the whole book by the first few poems. I promise it gets better as it goes on.
(By the way, my friend painted the flower I used for the cover. I just feel like I should give her credit for that, so yeah it's hers not mine.)
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