Best friends - it's what we've always been. But best friends - it's also what we'll ever be. I knew I was starting to treat him as someone who was more than my bestfriend at that point, but being the coward I am I kept silent about my feelings. One day, Bella Swan came into the picture, and it just made everything worse for me. As they spent more time together, the fact that I was just his best friend was practically rubbed in my face. I was his best friend... and nothing else.