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My Suicide Note

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(Set after "I am Damaged")

After several events, the world comes crumbling down for some Formula 1 drivers.

Please note, the story deals with suicide and self-harm. Do not read if you suffer from these as these are TRIGGER WARNINGS.All Rights Reserved

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ANGEL OF ENVY by angeefedrigo_

Angelica's life is far from ordinary. At 17, she's stuck in the garage, fixing cars while her uncle wastes away at the bottle. All she wants is to live like the other teens-carefree, fun, and full of life. But instead, she's caught up in a world that's suffocating her. But right now, Angelica's world is falling apart. Her best friends? Liars. Her uncle? A disaster. The only thing that is the same is the garage where she works at. Then there's Reid, a 23-year-old Formula 1 driver who's on the edge of losing everything. He's never won a race, and the media wants to make him fall to the ground. And right now, Reid's world was static. His career? Still. His champagne? Nowhere to be found. The only thing that is the same is the media that judges him for every micro mistake. "This is a bad idea, and you know it. Even worst than the other one." I said, my voice not as firm as I wanted it to be, as I stood by the bed, my back to him. Reid steps forward, his presence overwhelming, but he doesn't touch me. Not yet. And impatience made my skin burn. "Sometimes bad ideas are the best ones, don't you think?" he murmurs, his voice low and teasing. He moves closer, and I felt the heat radiating off of him as his chest was almost pressed against my back. "You want me to stop?" He mumbled as he leaned closer to me, his lips brushing against my ear. And in that moment, I didn't give a single fuck if it was a bad idea. "No." I whispered as I turned around. Their worlds collide, but it's not all smooth race. They're both envious of someone else's life, of the things they can't have. But sometimes envy sparks something deeper, something more complicated. Something that both of them can't get enough of. Want to know what happens if you mix envy, competition, luxury, some assholes, fast cars, an alternator and a lot of grease with Monaco as a background? Well, ready? It's lights out and away we go.

Our toughest battle yet || Max Verstappen & Charles Leclerc (lestappen) by louistangels91

They had faced it all, fighting their way trough the ranks of motorsport's and championship's . The media and conspiracy's. The backslash and the criticisms, though they had always come out stronger. But what will happen to them if they are faced with their toughest battle Yet. When the single most important person in their lives ends up in the hospital. Will they get through it together Or will this tear them apart? Attention: trigger warnings apply! -major character sickness -hospitals and treatment -angst

The Long Road Ahead - Lestappen by Just_Another_One_25

Max Verstappen is a champion on the track, but behind the scenes, he's battling a darker fight within himself. Struggling with overwhelming feelings of isolation, self-doubt, and trauma, Max spirals deeper into self-destruction, pushing away the people who care for him. As he navigates a dangerous mental health journey, his relationships with friends and loved ones are tested, including his complex connection with Charles Leclerc. Can Max confront his demons and accept the love and support of those around him, or will the weight of his pain prove too much to overcome? This emotional and gritty story follows Max's journey through the depths of depression, self-doubt, and the possibility of healing. A tale of love, friendship, and the harsh realities of mental health in the world of Formula 1.

Promised Love - the stranger in my bed/Lewis Hamilton ff (English version) by Annpakki

Two destroying secrets. An agreement between two people. Sex. Just sex. That was what they wanted. A friendship with certain benefits. He helped her let go, to face her demons and forget that the past was already catching up with her. And then it was too late. He was there, the unknown curse of her past. Like a storm, he swept through her life, destroyed what was there and left nothing but a pile of shards. "None of them should have died, Clara. It's all your fault.."

F1 Groupchat and Other Things by Lottie1824

All the f1 drivers are added to a groupchat. What could go wrong? See all the shenanigans unfold and what happens when the f1 drivers end up spending a lot of time together. Ships will be involved. Give your favourites in the comments.

Heartdriven: Too Driven To Drive by F1ToRuleThemAll

Volume III in the Heartdriven series: Sebastian is entering the 2014 season of Formula One with a driving factor missing from his life. What happened to Alice? Trigger warning: This story contains content that some readers may find upsetting. [spoiler - specific trigger warnings: referenced sexual assault, referenced miscarriage, PTSD, self-harm]

Finding Love - a carlando story by storiesoverreality

Lando Norris after experiencing severe bullying since he was a child, was completely closed off and introverted in his rookie year. While Carlos and Zak Brown tried to get him to open up, it was impossible. The quiet, practically small boy struggled, and while Lando has worked through some traumas and made friends, he was still stuck in his head, suffering silently, his mental health debilitating. Carlos Sainz is reeling from a horrific encounter with a fan at a bar, where she took advantage of his drunken state despite him not giving consent. He's a natural care taker, always worrying and help out others over himself. The Ferrari driver is helplessly in love with his best friend and ex-teammate, but can't do anything about it. But maybe he has a chance, especially when after the Miami Grand Prix, he finally starts to see that maybe Lando might like him back. A story where two people who can't find love find it with each other. This story runs parallel to my other story, Finding Home 🤍

Formula 1 sickfics by creaminurdad

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wonderland | m. schumacher by nocturnalwriter22

»»-----　★　-----«« her who is a niece of a famous driver finds herself visiting the paddock for the Japanese GP and him who will not let her out of his grasps again »»-----　★　-----«« "Everything was hard. Hearing about you, but not from you. But despite it being hard, I didn't let anything get to me because above all, you were and is the one I never want to lose, despite still doing so." »»-----　★　-----«« an alternative universe memory loss a f1 au m.schumacher x oc story All Rights Reserved

Man in Red by MrsVettel05

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ANGEL OF ENVY cover

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ANGEL OF ENVY

Angelica's life is far from ordinary. At 17, she's stuck in the garage, fixing cars while her uncle wastes away at the bottle. All she wants is to live like the other teens-carefree, fun, and full of life. But instead, she's caught up in a world that's suffocating her. But right now, Angelica's world is falling apart. Her best friends? Liars. Her uncle? A disaster. The only thing that is the same is the garage where she works at. Then there's Reid, a 23-year-old Formula 1 driver who's on the edge of losing everything. He's never won a race, and the media wants to make him fall to the ground. And right now, Reid's world was static. His career? Still. His champagne? Nowhere to be found. The only thing that is the same is the media that judges him for every micro mistake. "This is a bad idea, and you know it. Even worst than the other one." I said, my voice not as firm as I wanted it to be, as I stood by the bed, my back to him. Reid steps forward, his presence overwhelming, but he doesn't touch me. Not yet. And impatience made my skin burn. "Sometimes bad ideas are the best ones, don't you think?" he murmurs, his voice low and teasing. He moves closer, and I felt the heat radiating off of him as his chest was almost pressed against my back. "You want me to stop?" He mumbled as he leaned closer to me, his lips brushing against my ear. And in that moment, I didn't give a single fuck if it was a bad idea. "No." I whispered as I turned around. Their worlds collide, but it's not all smooth race. They're both envious of someone else's life, of the things they can't have. But sometimes envy sparks something deeper, something more complicated. Something that both of them can't get enough of. Want to know what happens if you mix envy, competition, luxury, some assholes, fast cars, an alternator and a lot of grease with Monaco as a background? Well, ready? It's lights out and away we go.