I'm Sorry
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I'm sorry
This was a war I never asked to fight, but I did. When I wanted to give up, I didn't. I stayed around as long as I could for the people that needed me to.
I tried to stay happy and smiling, but I couldn't anymore.
Whoever finds this, tell my friends I love them, even if they never really loved me. Tell them I'll miss them, even if they won't miss me. I'm sorry.
Whoever finds this, tell my granny I'm sorry. I never wanted to keep this from you, I was just afraid. I'm sorry.
I was depressed, anxious, and alone. I could have been surrounded by millions of people, and still felt alone. I was afraid to show who I really was, I couldn't. I was afraid anyone who might've seen it would turn and run.
There is so much I wish I could have told you. But I'll stick with some simple things.
•Lena was my girlfriend
•I'm not a virgin
•And I really do love you with all my heart.
Writing this, I feel as though the only person that will miss me is my shadow, because without me, it doesn't exist.
But, I guess this is goodbye.
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This takes place after the shadow war. Webby is depressed because of the Lena thing. She stops eating, starts cutting, and eventually killed herself. I know she's only like 10, but let's pretend her and the triplets are like 12.5. That's totally acceptable in the 21st century. Lena is still 15 though.
**SELF HARM, ANOREXIA, AND SUICIDE WARNING**
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