[Hamlaf] [nonbinary!Alex] [warnings: homophobia, transphobia, mentions of past abuse, self-harm, dysphoria] Alex Hamilton has endured a lot in his life, from death, to disease, to torture and back again. It's taken him nineteen years to finally get out of Nevis, and he's hoping that New York will be a new start. However, there are some things you just can't change.