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Content Warning : The material contained herein deals with sensitve topics and mature themes, so proceed with caution. I am not responsible for your choices, as I have already warned you.

Rated 13+

Sensitive topics include, but aren't limited to: Gender and body dysphoria, bullying, harassment and intimidation, physical, emotional, and verbal abuse, some depression, scientific descriptions of the body and gender reassignment surgery, and needle use (for hormone injections).

If any of these topics are triggers for you, then this story is not for you. This is a work of fiction heavily based off of the author's own personal experiences and other stores that he has read about. It is meant to be informative as well as a fun read to help better understand what it is like to live life hated as a result of being transgender.


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I wander through the halls in my school and home. Through shopping aisles and town streets. Ma'am, girl, lady, she.. it's how I am addressed. When someone doesn't know me, they always call me that. Maybe I get he once in awhile, but when my face is shown the person "corrects" theirself. 

"Corrects." Because it isn't right.

I'm a boy. I recently came to this realization. I'm not hurting anyone. I was just born in the wrong body. That's all it is. I don't understand how hard it is for people to understand this. But it doesn't matter. I'm still ostracized from groups at school now. 

Sometimes, I feel as if I shouldn't be alive.

My story begins in my high school, a senior, a transgender female to male (ftm) peer. It begins in a home where I get cut down for being like this. It begins in a world that isn't accepting of those like me. It begins with my friends who don't misgender and dead name me.

It begins.
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The Happy Ending

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Marius switches schools at the beginning of his Junior year and meets Jae. Jae is attracted to Marius but is not accepting of these feelings, so he, instead, bullies and beats Marius. As the story progresses, Jae's mental health deteriorates, and life as he knows it falls apart. The people who ultimately pick up the pieces of Jae's broken self and helps him put them back together turn out to be people Jae never expected to stand up for him. Life turns out to be pretty alright. But, things are never what they seem. And for Jake, Jae's best friend, life is especially brutal. ***sad ending*** I do not condone violence or homophobia of any kind, nor am I intending on romanticizing them. This is a work of fiction, but it also serves to show how important mental health truly is. I am a big believer that the mind requires just as much care as the body, and that everyone deserves to pursue their happiness and be loved and accepted by the right people. I also keep editing, even after I've edited and published. It sucks editing your own stuff because mistakes keep popping up :( I'm relatively new with story writing, and I'll admit that it kind of sucks starting out, but please read! It's brutal and sad at times, and it will probably trigger some... A lot of... people, but it gets better! Or at least I feel it does. WARNING: This story contains a lot of the following mature content: *profanity *physical violence *bullying *homophobic language *mentions of self-harming behavior/suicide and other symptoms of poor mental health *sexually mature content between two (and three) males - high smut content If any of the aforementioned mature subjects bother you, then please click away, now. But I hope you, dear reader, will give it a chance! Some of what I write might not be very realistic or accurate, but it's my story, and I'll write it to my heart's desire... Just so you are aware.