Lost Thoughts
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Last published Thu, Nov 1, 2018
Sixteen year old Lucinda Huntley lives in her own little world, with her Airedale Terrier Bart, and two best friends, Emily and Carson. They sit on tall, grassy hills, eat pretzels, and watch 80's horror films. If that was only how it went in real life..
Lucie, who's been struggling with anxiety her whole life, faces everyday as just the same, her mind tangled up in unimportant thoughts, wrapped in a blanket of stories only she can hear. Maybe one day she'll get them all out, but for now, she's lost in her own little world.
(PSA: sorry for not writing on "it's complicated", I typeall my stories in Google Docs and actually lost all the writing for it, aka over fifteen chapters... yay)
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