You know what sucks about falling in love? It is not the fact that it comes unexpectedly... nah. It's the fact that sometimes it happens with the person you didn't want it to happen with. When it does, you get heartbroken most of the time. The friendship is ruined... nothing is the same. It shouldn't be that way but it is. It hurts.. it hurts knowing I couldn't have you back then and will most likely not have you now. It's a part of life and of course I will never tell you how i felt for you... how I STILL feel for you. So I'll just write it down.