Worlds Apart {Larry Stylinson} (ON HOLD)

Harry and Louis used to be so close, they still are but things have been changing. They aren't as close as they used to be. Louis hasn't seemed to noticed that they're drifting apart, but Harry has and it's killing him. He hates that his relationship with Louis has changed the way it has. Louis and Harry had been in such an intense relationship and Harry had never gotten over it. Louis had been the one to end it, "Let's go back to just being best friends." He said. So Harry had to pretend he was okay with it. Harry never really understood how Louis was capable of going back to the way it was before, but he did. Harry couldn't though, he just pretended so that he could keep Louis in his life. Now, Harry wants to explain his feelings to Louis, how they never changed no matter how much he tried to convince himself that they did, but it might be too late considering Louis' wedding is now only months away. Harry's going to try anways though. He's going to write about the entire time they've known eachother in a journal and explain all of his feelings to Louis. How he had always loved him, how he still does. He's going to give it to Louis on his twenty-sixth bithday which is just a few days before his wedding which he is having on New Years Day. It might be cutting it short, but Harry is hoping that by realizing how little time he has to think about it Louis will realize who it would hurt more to lose in five days time; Harry or April. Sort of like flipping a coin, it's not actually whether heads or tails lands up that makes your decision, it's you realizing what you're hoping it lands on while the coin is flipping. Harry can only hope that Louis realizes it's him that he wants.