This Is Real
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Ongoing5m
Last published Tue, Oct 30, 2018
This is real. This is me, in all my shame and all my glory.
Disclaimer: This will be touching topics such as depression, anxiety, suicide, self-harm, and the like. Read at your own risk, but please stay safe.
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