In My Own Words.. My Reality
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Last published Thu, Nov 1, 2018
It' been said you never really know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice yo have. I've been through a lot of past year, from the heartbreaks to big changes in my life. In My Own Words I offer my truth without filter, ad-libs, or edits. I share my struggle with what seemed an unforgiving storm of tests of my faith. How was I to remain strong and keep pushing? I had to, there was no other option; my daughters was watching. They're my motivation, they're what's keeps me going. So with God, prayer, and faith; I just kept moving.
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