Look Up // n.h
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Last published Thu, Jul 10, 2014
"Was it this crazy device, making me ignore looking up at you?" iPhones, iPads, iPods, Mac books and PlayStation, these are things where we could entertain ourselves, right? But what happens when you start getting addicted to it? Being in a band is actually stressful, but not so much as being a robot. I've been doing the same thing repeatedly ever since I started owning these delusional inventions. Ever since, I've been more than just close up. Suddenly, I was a stranger in everyone's eye. Getting terribly hurt because of people who've I literally grew up with, who don't even know I exist anymore. I've been ignoring everyone, including myself. I thought that maybe my real friends will help, but what's the use when there's no eye contact? I've got over a thousand friend, I talk to them everyday. And yet, I feel lonely. I don't even know who I am after that, who am I? Then comes a girl, one with wise. She told me not to hide, because she's on my side. She helped me so much, so thank you, darling. You've saved my life.
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