In 17 Days

deary diary~
I got in, it lasted for 17 days now I'm out. I'm ashamed of myself but not heartbroken, i guess I misused my freedom and lost something priceless....."
I knew I should be crying like most people do after breakups but for some reason I was dry eyed
I closed my diary and sighed, something drew my attention, it was the calendar hanging atop my reading table, then a sudden realization hit me " it's the time of the month but I haven't seen anything yet" I gasped.... could it be....no no no, I didn't want to think about that yet, "but what if", I felt something wet on my face, my first tear dropped......"

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The soon to be eighteen year old teenage girl leaves her single mom and goes to spend a three week holiday at her older cousin's house, only to misuse her freedom, break her promise, and worse still lose her virginity to a jerk.

NB there's going to be so many writing errors, but please I'd appreciate if you guys excuse them. I'm also open for corrections