deary diary~
I got in, it lasted for 17 days now I'm out. I'm ashamed of myself but not heartbroken, i guess I misused my freedom and lost something priceless....."
I knew I should be crying like most people do after breakups but for some reason I was dry eyed
I closed my diary and sighed, something drew my attention, it was the calendar hanging atop my reading table, then a sudden realization hit me " it's the time of the month but I haven't seen anything yet" I gasped.... could it be....no no no, I didn't want to think about that yet, "but what if", I felt something wet on my face, my first tear dropped......"
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The soon to be eighteen year old teenage girl leaves her single mom and goes to spend a three week holiday at her older cousin's house, only to misuse her freedom, break her promise, and worse still lose her virginity to a jerk.
NB there's going to be so many writing errors, but please I'd appreciate if you guys excuse them. I'm also open for corrections
Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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