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Decoding Hope

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Sometimes, I'm not entirely sure that reality exists. People say the sky is blue, but how do we know that the blue I see is the same as the blue you see? We can't, because we have no ability to look through each other's eyes. People say coffee tastes bitter, but how does anybody understand what the word bitter means to someone else? We don't, because we cannot possibly taste with someone else's tongue. How do I know that the past three years of my life haven't been a dream? How do I know that I'm not about to wake up, a 13 year old kid who fell asleep in U.S. History? I don't, because my dreams always feel so real up until the moment I open my eyes.

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--Bridges-- by infinitely_isomeric

One of the favourite lessons reading books has taught me is that you're never alone, not alteast in thoughts and words. There are others who think like you, feel like you and react like you. It's like that sometimes, our unspoken thoughts are the bridges that connect us, even though we might be miles apart. And so, I've written them down in the hope that there are many out there in this world who would be willing to walk these bridges leading to me-the real, raw and unhidden self I am- my heart and mind and soul. And I really want to walk over to your side and feel what you are like. You are the one to decide whether you want to build 'em or not... ----------------- Cover by me! None of the media used in this book belongs to me.

Beyond Her Love by xafsheenx

'I had never known how it feels to be lost in an other person's soul until the glimmering blue eyes of a massive girl's met mine. Those eyes find themselves in search of mine whenever mine looks down. Those eyes came to the rooftop at the cafe to console mine and now those eyes are staring at me as I revealed the hidden feelings of mine which we clearly know what's between us. I can wholly realize they always have to make me cozy and hypnotize into 'em. If this is called friendship then I've no clue what LOVE is,' 'Dude what the hell are you talkin' about?' Everyone were shocked. 'I'm just.. Uh.. Saying that.. She's more than a friend to me,' I swifty rolled my eyes after I mentioned her. ~~~~~ Sometimes, unexpectedly our life descends precisely the way we don't want it to. The story begans just so when the couple messed up the conversation which eventually leads to a outrageous break up made him to descend into a dark gloomy phase. As much surprisingly luck was around, they confesses they still have feelings and reciprocates after decades of time, makes him anticipate way more than the reality. But the fact is, reality is way more than we anticipate. This is apparently where the life takes another tint. They were less acknowledged that whether the destination of them would tend to favour. Will they find the love which was lost? Will they be back together? [word count : 40,589]

The Girl with No Emotions by vloria_vines

I was just thinking. I swear. But maybe my mind over thought. It's weird that everything can seem so simple, straight forward. Black and white. Two colors. So obvious. So there. Him and Her. Two people. So obvious. So there. But once you add gray, things get kind of complicated. Then you add color. And it's a wonderfully complicated bright world. She's two in one. The storm and the shade. No one ever stops to thank the storm for shading them from what's above it. What if the sun was too strong, too powerful that day and the storm came along just to protect us all from it? It was this epic battle between the two and the storm was hurting and it cased all this damage to the earth. No one thanks the storm for its sacrifice when it finally loses the battle and the sun shows its smug face. We all hate the storm for the disaster it created and praise the sun, when the storm just wanted to protect us. The storm and the shade. She's the storm and the shade. She's the chaos and the calm. Only I can't see the chaos. Not fully. She's keeping it all inside. All I see is the calm. I can tell though. I can tell there's chaos. I just can't see it. It's not so black and white. It's not a simple boy likes girl. Girl likes boy. It never was. But I like her. I do. The storm and the shade.

lost souls: rain, stars, and iced coffee by anotherneurotic

Does anyone remember how anything begins? Or how anything ends? For every story, every song, every movie has a beginning to an end and an end to a beginning, but what about the rest? What about prior to the beginning or after the end, and everything in between? No one cares about that, I guess. Everyone just wants to know how what begins and how what ends; the rest is history. The rest is nothing and everything at the same time, because those who want to see, want to feel, breathe in it all--they are the lost souls in the world. They are lost, searching, needing, and craving souls. They are you and they are me. Lost in this world of collateral damage, hoping to be rescued. Searching for what can rescue them, whether that be a person or a drug or a hobby. Needing whatever it is soon because they have drowned and they are six feet under, floating in alcohol and seizing due to heroin and crying because of a him or a her. And craving--craving to die and to live all at once, for they know life is a beautiful disaster and they know about the good and the evil in this world; it has hurt them, numbed them, and misplaced them. But maybe, all they need to do--what every one of us needs to do--is stop whatever it is we're doing. Stop searching. Stop needing. Stop craving. And be. Just be. warning: a majority of this work will be in lower case on purpose

KIDS ARE GROWING UP - ACT I by AZRILZZZ

You can be in love or be friends with someone for years, months, weeks, days, hours, minutes, and seconds. Then one day, it's all over. From a stranger to a friend and from a friend to a stranger again. And now you're struggling to live your life, and you're stuck in the past while being haunted by your own alter ego. All you seek is forgiveness and acceptance. Will you move on and start a new life? Or will you drown forever in this never-ending cycle of hatred and regret? Maybe that's a question I should have asked myself instead of others... BASED ON A TRUE STORY

Quiet, Kitten || dnf by Glittercat34

Major TW: graphic descriptions of rape George is living a good life with his boyfriend, Cole. Well... maybe "good" isn't the right word... Let me try again. George is living a nightmare. Cole is cruel, cold, and forceful, and George doesn't want it. He hates his life with Cole, he hates the constant abuse and sexual advances made on him. Dream is an ocean away, oblivious to the mental and physical torture George suffers through every day. Well, until he isn't so far. And George wants to talk to Dream, to thank him for helping, but there's one problem... He can't. OR a book where Dream saves Gogy from his abusive bf and helps him with the PTSD and onset of selective mutism. A story told in two acts. TW are listed in start of each chapter. Started 6/1/21, Finished 8/14/21 Highest Rankings: #1 in #angst #1 in #mentalhealth #1 in #mute #1 in #mutism #1 in #posttraumaticstressdisorder #1 in #trauma #1 in #minecraft #1 in #dreamteam #2 in #abuse #2 in #anxietydisorder #2 in #gream #2 in #wilbursoot #3 in #dnf #4 in #lgbt #4 in #lgbtq #5 in #gay #9 in #ptsd #10 in #dreamnotfound #13 in #writtenwithpride #15 in #georgenotfound

A Lil mistake ✔️ by theWitchPlayz

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Behind every mean girl...there's a tragedy by Winchesters_united

The average human being spends every second of his day fighting against the force of nature to see another day. But I'm different. I'm not afraid of outside forces to take my life away - only myself. Approximately 10 years ago, something happened to me. Something really bad. But I'm not allowed to talk about it. As a way to release my frustration, I give hell to my body and everyone I come in contact with - especially my parents. No one knows about what happened except the ones who did it...and Him. But he didn't stay. Now, he's back and he's not talking either. I want to stop hurting, I need to stop. Make me stop.

The Unseen Script - (The Great Reset / Re-Set?) by BeyondSTORY

#RealityCheck, #TheInvisibleInk, #TheStorm, #TheBreatheOfLife, #WTFMoments, #2025Stories, #Fiction, #Non-Fiction, #SciFi, #HowGodActuallyCreates, #WordsToLife, #IsThisJustAStory? Feels kinda familiar when you read the story? Well that's how the brain works, eventually it will come to a point where one think of something, it comes to life immediately. God Knows how to Play with Life too. He Never Left. Now this is the perfect time to let the real world crack open and the invisible come to the visible world. Speak of the words, and it must come. Well whatever dawg, after-all even our life's stories and memories are actually a written story too. And we're all living inside of it. No matter where you look or go, the result will always be the same. May come in a different form or time, but he's still the same. God would never leave his creations, Trust me with that. He's just on a vacation chilling and giving no fucks about the current reality because they all asked for it subconsciously.

Frigid | Dream x Reader by FlammaLupum

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--Bridges--

One of the favourite lessons reading books has taught me is that you're never alone, not alteast in thoughts and words. There are others who think like you, feel like you and react like you. It's like that sometimes, our unspoken thoughts are the bridges that connect us, even though we might be miles apart. And so, I've written them down in the hope that there are many out there in this world who would be willing to walk these bridges leading to me-the real, raw and unhidden self I am- my heart and mind and soul. And I really want to walk over to your side and feel what you are like. You are the one to decide whether you want to build 'em or not... ----------------- Cover by me! None of the media used in this book belongs to me.