Emotions
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Last published Tue, Apr 14, 2020
"What's the point? I seem to be asking that question quite a bit lately. It's so prevalent to everything. But, seriously, what is the point to getting up? There's absolutely nothing I do to contribute anything to the world. The world is going to end at some point; why do we work so hard to create anything if it's just going to be destroyed. I bet if I never got out of this bed, no one would notice. No one would notice my sudden absence from the world. I'm content with that. I don't want to be remembered. If I never lay my feet on the ground again, never get up from this bed, I'm sure everyone would be so much happier. I'm simply a burden that no one should have to deal with."
*Trigger Warning* Mention of self-harm (i'll put warnings before chapters if there's anything worse. If I forget, please tell me, thanks!!)(I'll put a * before any chapters that mention anything like it)
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