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Disorder

nerdsandfangirls

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nerdsandfangirls

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Jace suffers from a type of bipolar disorder that changes his moods and his thoughts. Making him lash out at almost everyone, but his best friend. Miko has always been there for him. To help calm him at his times. 
Aria has a skin disorder that causes white spots all over her body. Causing people to stare and call her names as she grew up. After being home schooled for years, she finally is going back to school. For her senior year.
Once these two meet, everything  changes.All Rights Reserved

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Summers Away ✔️ by Mentally_Not_Ok

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