Badly Inlove with YOU

I never imagined this. I loved you so much, I wish you were mine.
Sorry I can't stop this heart. it couldn't stop from beating so fast. So fast. that it hurts me.

I just realized. Every beat this heart takes. every moment it takes. It just hurts me more. more pain every second. more and more everyday.

Leaving you was the given choice I have to stop the pain. But I'd rather die loving you than to give you up. Things go fast indeed and thoughts do change. maybe I can't take the pain anymore. I can't. and I'm so sorry. I know my sorry won't make anything or change the truth. But who cares? you don't care about me. why should I live this earth. My whole life doesn't care about me. what's the point of saying sorry and what's the point of saying this shit if you don't even care? Why am I so scared of losing you when I already did. why am I so stupid?. Why do I keep on fighting when nobody really cared?. Why does my heart need to beat. why does my heart give up so fast.

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