Chasing Warm Words

I want to befriend everyone but what I am stops me. Yana and Venice are not an exemption.

Alam kong hindi nila ako matatanggap. Maging ako, hindi ko tanggap ang sarili ko kung bakit lumaki akong ganito, kung bakit hinayaan nila akong maramdaman na iba ako, na nag-iisa ako, na may mali sakin that makes me question my existence.

I have insecurities, yes, but I keep those to myself. Basura na nga yung attitude, character at personality ko tapos papairalin ko pa yung mga insecurities ko? Kung ganun din lang, mas masahol pa ako sa basura.

I keep everything.

I know no trust.

All I know I'm capable of doing is destroying.