The path that led to nowhere

Looking outside the window staring at the lonely backyard that was once occupied with me and my two older sisters running around screaming in laughter, my mother making the table while my beloved father standing at the now deserted barbeque. Seeing how sad and lonely the backyard was, ached my heart to measures no one would ever find possible. You may be asking how by just looking out of the window could cause me so much pain, well the truth is not only was the backyard lonely.....I was too.