"Dear Diary..." (DISCONTINUED UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE.)
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Last published Sun, Jun 28, 2020
Depressed Patton AU,
Trigger warning - mentions of suicide, self harm, depression, mental illnesses and other sad shit so be careful if that triggers you,
New Sides in The Mind Palace,
Hope y'all enjoy this shitpost of a thing!!
"It's kinda funny how others see things I can't see, how others can see tons of colors and bright hues when my world is dull, bleak, and black. I wish I could see the colors, when will the colors finally show? when will the voice go away? when can I be genuinely happy?"
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