Closer in chat,Just eye-contact in person

It's about me and my crush...We're both in high school.
My crush and i happen to be friends....(in chat)..Which sucks😒.Why?..Idk either😕.He said he's shy on my friends that i'm always with.I mean..Is he a girl or something?'cause that's such a stupid reason to say (in chat)...I don't know what tf is the problem in me that non of the boys in higher level (that i'm close and friends with in chat) they don't talk to me in person..LIKE WHO DAFAQ DO THEY THINK THEY ARE?!..Let alone the girl (me) to have hope that someday they will talk to me in person (well not really all of them)...I'm really hoping he would (my crush) talk to me..

P.s. This is a tagalog story😊

-A.J.B😞