Final Thoughts
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Ongoing13m
Last published Thu, Nov 8, 2018
Ask yourself these.
Are you happy with the life you're living now?
Are you always taking chances?
Are you living a truthful life?
Yes, I bet there should be more that needed to be asked. But look at the last question again. Whatever you've done in life at this point, are you lying to yourself? To the people around you. To your close ones.
Have you been lying to the point where you're just so numb and you smile to please others but not yourself. To the point where you just hate yourself. To the point where you ask yourself, "why am I still living? "
This is Evan Write's life. He never see the world like how others did. Though he fight for he's own life, where everthing is the truth but someday, it has to go down. One day, he had he's own doubts to himself. And one day, he's at a breaking point.
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This is another short story. Consists of only 5-8? Chapters. But this book is really just about thinking deep. Not too deep but just the right amount. This is not really about love but there's a girl involve. This book is more of a self thought and how one goes through the days and live with he's sins. And the ending might have a twist so yeah!
Hope you guys like it :)
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