Not good enough {s.m}

She was standing there not wanting to say anything. just enjoying the comfortable silence. its a Christmas day but without him, it just isn't how its supposed to be. the hot chocolate making the windows warm and embracing, as she spelt his name in the fog of the sugary drink. snowflakes falling down the winter sky. making her wish he was there cuddling up to her. a tear left her eye. she needed him.