Anxiety
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Im just sad, sitting silently cradling coffee in my hands; too cold, to clasp at something only the most refined of sociopaths would call elegant. My own life displayed numerically on a screen, the merits I have and the values they hold being projected for everyone to see. Im not worth anything, I'll probably never be anything, but anything could happen to me.
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