Am i living a normal life.........?

Hey my name is Aalisha Ali well its not my real name!! i wont be using real names in this story so you cant identify me in any way. this is going to be a sad and a heartbreaking story..... and yes it is the story of my life. my life is full of terrible incidents. everyday is full of worry stress and anxiousness... Im hiding what Im feeling but Im tired of holding this inside my head so i Have decided to write this story down. every time something good is about to happen something bad overtakes...........
please do read to find out all the estrange sad and weird incidents that take place in my life!! BTW guys one of the main reasons why i have decided to write my story down is to get an answer. pls help me get an answer............