Lila
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Ongoing5m
Last published Wed, Nov 14, 2018
I don't feel anything anymore. I just feel empty, I've been betrayed so maybe times. Been beaten so many times. That I just don't care anymore, you know? It's actually kinda funny. Like people say they love you. People say they'll be there forever, then one day they just don't give a shit about you anymore, or at least, they never did give a shit about you and lied to you. My name is Lila. And here's my story.
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