PURSUING HAPPINESS
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Join Rose through her journey to find happiness with her mother, brothers and friends...but is isn't always that easy when your dad is constantly appearing and ruining things for you...
"You're not my father," I screamed at him.
"And should I give a fuck?" he screamed back, "You are just as pathetic and a whore like your mother and sister, no wonder Pete raped the hell out of you!"
It's agonising hearing your father say that everyday but it's time I defend myself, I threw the bottle he drank from earlier at his head making him collapse. I make a run for my life, from the place he held me captive for days now. I didn't look back...I couldn't look back...
Author note:The names and surnames does not remark to anyone or relate to anyone. There are scenes where it may be uncomfortable/ trick emotions for some readers so if you're easily offended by any kind of self harm, cuss words, suicide attempts, sexual abuse or anything related to that...I recommend that you don't read this book...Everyone else is simply welcome to read, PLEASE VOTE AND COMMENT IT WILL MEAN A LOT TO ME
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